another friends' wedding list....

this is so disturbing man...
everybody around me seems to be planning or already busy preparing for their wedding...
on 31st of May this year...
which is like next month...
one of my UiTM friend is getting married...
so i might b going to the wedding without partner...
but who cares...
i have my friends to go there together with me (if they dun go there with their partner)...

then that day i met my friend Fara...
she accompany me to do police report regarding the accident...
after not seeing her for such a long time...
suddenly she told me that she's getting marry in maybe June or August this year...
i really scream at her when i heard the word THIS YEAR!!!
keep asking her "y r u doing this to me??? can't u plan ur wedding until i have a real boyfriend???"
and until today i can't accept the fact that she's getting marry soon...
really SOON!!!
but then we had made a deal before and rite now according to the deal...
i will have to sponsor for her house furniture when she buy a house & later on my wedding...
she have to sponsor for my honeymoon...
so get ready to search for a traveling agency that have good package to Paris k Fara...
hahaha...

then when i check on my friendster...
some friends from old school already have baby, some have husband and some already engaged...
the amount of those that are attach is like 99%...
so i'm stuck in the 1% category...

haiz...
never thought that i'll b like this...
people always tell me "chill out! u r only 24...dun need to rush..."
i'm not rushing to get marry...
i juz want someone rite now that is willing to start planning his future with me...
i know myself...
i need atleast 3yrs to make sure that he's the one that i could live my life with FOREVER...
i wanna get marry on 11/11/2011...
it's 3yrs from now k...
but until rite now i couldn't see any guy that have the potential to be the one...
where is he???