luv...guy & relationship...

"Oh sweet joy, the joy of falling in love, of being in love. Those first few years of being in love, they were only the beginning. Twenty phone calls a day just to hear his voice, sex every night until the early hours of the morning, ignoring friends, favouring nights in curled up in the couch instead of going out, eating so much you both put weight on, supporting one another at family do's, catching roving eyes as they studied one another in secret, existing only in the world to be with them, seeing your future, your babies in his eyes, becoming apart of someone else spiritually, mentally ,sexually and emotionally."

I've gone through my old novels and found this statement in one of it...
I really luv wat had been written in it coz i think dat it's true...
Y do we only find the joy of being in luv at the early stage of the relationship???
y can't it juz last forever???
I mean, if u're life dun stop becoz u're falling in luv...
Then y stop to be in luv???

I've been single for almost 3yrs & ppl might think dat it's cool...
but honestly, it's not cool at all...
coz everyone around me r in a relationship & i will b the 1 left out...
they will have stories about their relationship to talk about over dinner...
they will have someone to talk to on the phone & sms with even wen we r busy shopping...
and eventhough i will have some stories to talk about the guy dat i'm dating on dat time...
but it wouldn't be the same coz they're talking about their guy & i'm talking about some guy dat dun belongs to me or worst he could b someone else's guy...hahaha...
and i still dun understand y can't the right guy juz come to me rite now???
where is he???
is he taking a boat or a sail or a train???
what took him so long???
dun he realize dat i've been waiting???
d problem is dat wenever i wanna b free of commitment then d guyz will b lining up to b attach 2 me...
but rite now wen i'm ready & dying to b attach to sumbody...
no one come to me...
NO ONE!!!
it's pathetic isn't it???
so now i juz dunnoe wat to do...
wat should i do???
could anybody help???