wedding...

haiz...
i used to like going to weddings before...
looking at the bride & groom, the 'pelamin', the whole event & dream about what my wedding will look like...
i used to luv being apart of the wedding...
used to be the flower girl, then the bridesmaid...
but now as time past by...
i juz hate going to wedding...
hate to look at all those things that i used to luv to look at...
and yesterday i had to go to my cousin's wedding...
she's one of my close cousin...
we used to have the girl's day out wenever i came to KL, we shared our luv story & now she's married...
i swear that i was about to cry wen i saw her & her husband walked on the aisle...
i juz dunnoe y i get so emotional...
maybe because right now i think that i will never b in that situation...
i juz dunnoe y...
but i have a feelings that i will never ever find my soulmate...
he juz would never ever come...
i try my best not to think about it that way but then i can't stop myself...
anyway...
the wedding was simple, sweet & nice...
will update this blog with d pictures of the wedding later...

after that...
me, my sister & my brother in-law went to Pavilion KL...
i bought an Esprit t-shirt & a Guess jeans...
i luv the jeans so much...
can't wait 2 wear it...
but of coz i have to cut it first...
it doesn't really matter coz that jeans could actually cheer me up & give me back my mood...