he's gone that's it.move on.

if only i could do it as easy as i type it...

if only moving on from memories is as easy as moving from one place to another...

if i could just walk away...i would...

but i guess i'm tired of running and there's nothing to be running from cause he's gone...

he told me before that he's leaving...

but the next day after i called him...

he said that he wasn't going anywhere....

few months later he did it again...

said that he's leaving and i wrote a long message to him...

told him how sorry i was and how much i'm pleased to know him...

he just replied =) and decided not to go...

but now he's gone for real...

pfffttt...just like that...as if David Copperfield had put a spell on him and he just disappeared...

what ever it is...

i hope he's having a great life...

a better life...

maybe this is the best for him, for me and for us...

i know that i will move on sooner or later...

maybe after 3 years or 5 years...

i will move out from this feeling but i will never ever move out from our memories..

that's for sure...