Best Thing I Never Had...

I'm not gonna say anything...

let this song tell its own story...

What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)
What goes around comes back around (hey my baby)

There was a time
I thought, that you did everything right
No lies, no wrong
Boy I, must've been outta my mind
So when I think of the time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
So baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]

I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'm gon' always be the best thing you never had
I bet it sucks to be you right now

So sad, you're hurt
Boo hoo, oh, did you expect me to care?
You don't deserve my tears
I guess that's why they ain't there
When I think that there was a time that I almost loved you
You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it
Thank God I dodged the bullet
I'm so over you
Baby good lookin' out

[Chorus]

I wanted you bad
I'm so through with it
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
I said, you turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I'll never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby I bet sucks to be you right now

I know you want me back
It's time to face the facts
That I'm the one that's got away
Lord knows that it would take another place, another time, another world, another life
Thank God I found the good in goodbye

[Chorus]

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
You turned out to be the best thing I never had
And I will always be the, best thing you never had.
Best thing you never had!

I used to want you so bad
I'm so through it that
Cause honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh you turned out to be the best thing I never had
Oh I will never be the best thing you never had
Oh baby, I bet it sucks to be you right now

Goes around, comes back around
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now
Goes around, comes back around
Bet it sucks to be you right now

Regret??? NEVER!!!

He's back!!!

but for sure this time it's a bad thing...

it is so damn bad that i wish he would just disappear forever...

he unfriend me from a social network and did not communicate with me in another social network...

so i got the message...

a clear message that he's not interested to continue what he had left...

since that moment my heart know its way to go...

and it choose to move on...to not even care and look back anymore (i'm damn proud of my heart)...

today, he make my heart grow stronger & wiser...

because i didn't exactly follow what he said, he blocked me from the other social network...

and do i regret replying my bff tweet & ignoring a lil bit of his command???

HELL NO!!!

because whether he's in my list or not, we didn't communicate at all...

so it doesn't really matter if he's there or not because it will always feel the same...

he said that he still wanna be my friend...

but friend do communicate & act like we acted before dear...

and today he said our relationship end...

i think he already ended our relationship since the moment he disappear...

what ever it is...

if my heart really wanna feel regret, there's only 2 things that i regret...

i do regret for having that lil' feeling for him before...

i regret for wasting my tears for him before...

now it is proven that what my friend told me was true...

he's not worth waiting & hoping for...

he just wasn't man enough for me...

enuff said...

love u...

i swear the last time we chat...

the last word he type was 'love you'...

shocking rite???

i felt that way too...

i was too shocked that i forgot to save the conversation...

i don't even reply and let him offline without reading my 'love u too' statement...

seriously i don't know if he really felt that way or because of the thing that i had done for him that make him act that way...

i'm confused, unsure and still thinking bout it till rite now...

if he really mean it...

why did he walk away???

is it because i didn't say it out loud to him???

or is it because i act like i don't care???

i wish he read all this and tell me the truth...

because 'love u' means so much to me...

but till now, i keep telling myself that he didn't mean it...

it's just a dream that i created...

so please dear heart, move on and forget him...